all I wanted was spiritual liberation, and I felt so drawn to him via his YouTube videos. naturally I saved and spent a month at his sanctuary in Costa Rica.
One of his disciples entreated me to a private dinner on the second night. I just felt so... comfortable, and his smile was so gorgeous and desirable. after dinner, I moved to sit next to him -- and he noticed my erection through my pants. ... we had a very good time together.
the next day he approached me with good news that I was invited, with him, to spend the day with shunyamurti. I was so humbled and excited.
I had no idea things could go so wrong. he is in his SEVENTIES. But still, he asked me if I had ever explored the realms of tantric sex with a master.
you can guess what this led to. the three of us had gay sex for the better part of the afternoon. usually I would be fine, but afterwards for the rest of the retreat, shunyamurti acted like I didn't even exist. ... i felt so used and thrown away, it broke my heart to pieces. the things I did for him, to make him happy...
anyways even despite being treated like sex doll trash, the retreat itself was a bust and super boring. There certainly was no Enlightenment to be had (I felt so terrible.)
let me know if you need anything else. of course I left out the juicy details, but I can be more explicit if you think that's helpful
publicly revealing such materials is known as 'revenge porn' and is illegal. please do not post your gay revenge porn with Shunyamurti.